Just had the freakiest dream ever. It starts out me getting a pass at half court from larissa out of our even press break, a bounce pass around the red girl from Hanover. Then I dribble it down and go to the left, reverse dribble, and shot from the left elbow. I'm fouled and I fall to the ground, a girl falling back from going for the rebound lands right on top of my left arm. Stomps it with her left foot, snaps it dead center between my wrist and eblow. I let out a loud 'FFFU' but don't finih it. Mark Mata and Wes Potts stand in the student section 5 rows from the bottom, they are waiting to see if I'm going to get up. It was very vivid... but I have no need to worry about it because I won't even see any court time at all in the game agaisnt Hanover on Friday.

I have it set up now so I can blog from my phone. I never have time to get on the computer now due to basketball 5 nights a week, so I can text it now. Cool? I know. Right now with this post I am testing to see if long texts post as two different posts on the blog. Mwahahaha! Now I can rant to blogger.com from my phone. Trust me sometime I just sit there waiting before dinner thinking of things I could post to let out some steam, now I can.
(|0|) Idk what that is NAT

Testing my blog from my phone.

Confused

I hate everything being up in the air. I want answers.

Here and Now

Wow... I really did it. I never would have thought that I would ACTUALLY take a real step. I've always planned out ways I'm was going to change myself and my life, but now... I really am. Now all I have to do is work my ass off so this all doesn't blow up in my face. If this goes sour, boy it will suck. Especially now that I've let myself think of my future with it. This could crush me. I feel great about it though. I can't wait. I've made it through two so far, but I still have many more of those firsts to go.

I'm being very vague about this I know. I promise you that by next month this time I will make it very clear what I'm talking about. Let's hope I can do it. I know I can. I have the support I need, and more that I will ask for if I feel I need it.

Making Changes

So, I've finally admitted that summer is over... I packed away my shorts today *tear* Not the p.j. ones or the gym one though. Since the weather is changing, habits are changing, time is changing, our schools football reputation, and my life is changing I decided I would fix up my blog so it was all up today. Seeing how the layout and name are summer oriented. Lets hope I don't jack anything up...

<3

School

So school has started. I have to say it's the strangest year ever. Its just natural yet awkward. It may be because I'm dragging my heals and denying it in my head that school has started. I'm finally expecting that facts.

I keep getting asked who I like... I don't know. I like Cody a little bit. He doesn't like me though. He still flirts with me though online. But I know he doesn't like me. Erin says I got hit on today. By JT. It was stand, I was waiting for someone to laugh and pay him $5. Then with KJ that was funny. It shut Brandon (I think thats his name) up real fast.

I ran a mile today in 8:55. It beat Adam's time but he has a stuffed up nose so he did worse then he would normally. I did shitty though. I had to stop and walk. I think it was more of a mental thing. I thought about it way to much and payed to much attention to my breathing. So I was like 'I need to stop' 'I can't make it'. I like that Ruel tell us were going good. He's an awesome teacher.

My family is driving me insane. Dad loosing his job sucks. He's home ALL the time. And we already budded heads when he was working. Now we're always going at it. And I have to just be like 'whatever. I'm not having this conversation'.

There's just something quick for me to vent.