Confused

I hate everything being up in the air. I want answers.

Here and Now

Wow... I really did it. I never would have thought that I would ACTUALLY take a real step. I've always planned out ways I'm was going to change myself and my life, but now... I really am. Now all I have to do is work my ass off so this all doesn't blow up in my face. If this goes sour, boy it will suck. Especially now that I've let myself think of my future with it. This could crush me. I feel great about it though. I can't wait. I've made it through two so far, but I still have many more of those firsts to go.

I'm being very vague about this I know. I promise you that by next month this time I will make it very clear what I'm talking about. Let's hope I can do it. I know I can. I have the support I need, and more that I will ask for if I feel I need it.

Making Changes

So, I've finally admitted that summer is over... I packed away my shorts today *tear* Not the p.j. ones or the gym one though. Since the weather is changing, habits are changing, time is changing, our schools football reputation, and my life is changing I decided I would fix up my blog so it was all up today. Seeing how the layout and name are summer oriented. Lets hope I don't jack anything up...

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