Wow... I really did it. I never would have thought that I would ACTUALLY take a real step. I've always planned out ways I'm was going to change myself and my life, but now... I really am. Now all I have to do is work my ass off so this all doesn't blow up in my face. If this goes sour, boy it will suck. Especially now that I've let myself think of my future with it. This could crush me. I feel great about it though. I can't wait. I've made it through two so far, but I still have many more of those firsts to go.
I'm being very vague about this I know. I promise you that by next month this time I will make it very clear what I'm talking about. Let's hope I can do it. I know I can. I have the support I need, and more that I will ask for if I feel I need it.
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